Matrox Revolution

2009-11-06T02:04:00.002+08:00

Now Serene got bf.....what shld i say sad or happy? yes i do admit in the past i knew that they were together but she keep denying it and yes i say i have given up but deep in my heart it another thing i hope i still got that slim chance till today when i go facebook when she put there "in relationship with charlie tan " my heart sank. But hey i shld know that long ago isn't it , but still .........

In another words i should be happy for her she got the guy with bright prospect with good career, car and so on who could give her a good life and security ...better than me nothing at all so yup
It better than if she with me suffer.

2009-04-26T19:43:00.000+08:00

It been a long time since i last blog. I have forgotten her since my reservice peroid.

Yeah ...kudos to me . Reservice do help forget things you wish to forget hahas....

2008-06-07T20:46:00.001+08:00

Sometimes u just need to let her go ... Just let her go

2008-05-27T13:52:00.001+08:00

Sorry ...guess i shall let you cool down for a peroid of time.

Sorry serene ...it's my fault

2008-05-24T18:19:00.002+08:00

She say i put others in front of me and everytime expose to danger in order to help someone.and i ain't a superman this is the thing she nv understood bout me.I though about it the whole night and sms her saying she was right i aint superman i should think bout myself and others before doing something. All she reply is just "oh kk" waited for her to online the whole night but she never online guess she busy or tired. i really hope she will be online and i can explain things to her. Hoping that she will be online tonight

2008-01-27T17:33:00.001+08:00

If I had one wish,
we would be best friends
Love would never end,
It would just begin.

2008-01-26T17:52:00.000+08:00

I told her i will call her next day she say "sure" so i sms her the next day asking her "hey you free now wana chat on phone " nv reply sms her again "if you busy finish your stuffs then call me " never reply so i take the initiative to call her first on 1215am nv pick up then call her again at 1250am nv pick up
i really don't know what to do maybe she's busy , or slept already ?

2008-01-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

2008-01-15T12:52:00.001+08:00

Yup...i should look forward i will take it she doesn't even exist in my life anymore

2008-01-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

I am now quite sad actually all along i though she had trusted me smsing me, calling me when she need to talk or what but i was totally wrong she still don't trust me
When i ask her how our redang trip i need to settle now before i go on hitaus although can see she really keen on going but she keep asking me how u all plan and questioning our plan
In the end, she say we should meet up before she deciding whether to go or not include my friend too

I was so so wrong ..guess i have to give up hopes on her now...just take it i never knew this person all along.

2007-12-22T20:07:00.000+08:00

i really feel like shit..now firstly is my medical report which i don't wana reveal what had happen to me and also they are so many things i had to face whether in work or family. I am now facing tremedous pressure on me. I am really tired i needed a break,i need to talk to someone who is able to share the shit i am suffering now, but i can't there are so many things waited for me to do even if i take a break i still have to finish all these shit no matter what.
I can't even find someone whom i can talk but i can't all they can say is "hope you be okie" blah blah blah .... it like come on la if you not interested in listening to me don't even bother to reply me when i sms you, there no need to sms me for the sake of smsing.
I may appear strong outside but i am really weak inside

Guess i have to continue battling all the stress and pressure around me all alone....

2007-11-18T14:49:00.000+08:00

Finally able to sit down and type my blog. Nothing much happen recently just work ,work and more work. Last night went for a movie with bean at cineleisure we watch beowulf, the character looks damn real lalike real life man acting. Then went for dinner at fish and co , went down to Border get some books before going to clarke quay for some chill out session at kandi bar before heading to mos to find some friends. Reach home around 2.30+ was persuaded to stay out till morning but then don't have the energy to do that now hahas

2007-10-15T00:48:00.000+08:00

so much problems from work and stuffs...but i promise these problems won't beat me down

2007-09-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

i got the form....tough decision

2007-09-16T23:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.....

2007-09-10T00:22:00.000+08:00

It been another 7 months since i last post another entry hahas. I begining to like NS life and was tempted to sign on hahas the only thing i don't like is waking up early in the morning and travel damn long journey to camp.You might be thinking i must be crazy by signing on when people wish to ord asap. well that me hahas anyway haven't really confirm yet. Been doing good all these few months,club lesser and lesser. Been chilling out with friends and making new friends all these while.Going on a long leave starting from next week till the end of the month gonna enjoy fully yea...

2007-02-13T14:46:00.000+08:00

Close to 1 year that i haven been blogging i guess not many people will come in again to read. I been very happy with my life now in army, although it quite regimental but i seem to like this kind of life. I even thinking of signing on. Have been meeting people i been long lost of, it great to meet them again everybody were doing great. Went shopping yesterday with yassin since pay is out and cny is nearer although i don have holiday, went suntec quite late and shops were closing. Give up on shopping walk down to town to have coffee at coffeebean, long time haven't been relaxing one corner and have coffee while watching people rushing to take the last train or bus.'
Book in Tomorrow lor....

2006-04-29T00:23:00.000+08:00

Here i am decided to blog again. Life has been really great for me these few weeks or months mostly spend on overseas, away from this stressful island and i might go oversea again next friday water trekking in pahang see how things go... make alots of friends both overseas and local ...

Oh manx..i just realise that i been clubbing almost every single week mostly to MOS. Now i think the staffs at MOS know me liao lor and it not good to be a high profile person in club. I think must really really cut down liao as a promise to grace(my new make friend). She's a clubber too but she's cutting down she say if i cut down then she also cutting down, a promise we make till the end of next month because she say she will club with me the end of next month that where her holiday start woohoo... really looking forward to it. btw she a liquid room member hahas...

i think i gonna make a must for me to go oversea every month even when i going ns cause really need a break of everything especially during ns ... no matter is a short trip or long trip trekking or just shopping.

heyo floyd cheer up k you will always have me around manx ....

2006-03-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

It's probably gonna be my last entry before i leave. i suddenly feel that i am so outcasted, i am not gaining sympathy from anyone or what it just that i feel damn outcasted why everything you all do i don't even know a thing. what have i done wrong not even a single person told me and everybody keep mute about it.. if i did anything wrong just say in front of me but instead just keep mute to it. but never mind la i won't coming back soon to this island, i won't be saying where i'm going. Even tough i write where i am going here , i guess nobody will even give a damn to it or might even read it so this might be very last entry here till i come back.

Continue to enjoy yourself guys !!!!

2006-02-17T03:14:00.000+08:00

If someone ask if i will miss everything in poly the ans is "NO" but i did learn one thing "Learn to be selfish" because i realise from my four yrs study in poly the things you do people will not appreciate instead they take you for granted.

2006-01-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

I totally agree with floyd, chinablack was so sian now it doesn't appeal to me anymore not like one or two years ago where everyone were so excited when going to chinablack. The music was suck totally, old songs and keep repeating the same songs , the people there were like dancing crazily as if their butts are itchy. After Cinablack went down to Pavilion with the intention to surprise her even tough the party had finish, but i was totally disappointed guess what she say when i went up to her. " WHO IS THIS" that what she say me. At that point of time , i was so disappointed (even tough i knew she was kinda drunk ) and was so embarrass too as there's still quite alot people there. I straight away walk off. I was really damn hurt !!!

Today new year eve, while everybody had their reunion dinner , doing last min shopping at chinatown or preparing next day visiting relatives , i am stuck at home no reunion dinner, no last min shopping , no visiting of relatives etc. Simply just because my parents and sister were oversea and i was left alone here ...

2006-01-24T02:00:00.000+08:00

2006 a sucky year ...

2006 indeed a sucky year , started off with new year kinda quarrel with jue , then grandma kana cancer, then i flunk my tests and assignment , now my hp spoil. Soon NS for me, what a " "year" for me.

2005-12-27T16:47:00.000+08:00

i was reading this magazine just now as u all know la magazine normally at this horoscope thingy so just take a look at my horoscope. It say "keep knocking the door to find your answer even if you can't find the ans at least you got the exact information that allow you to decide what you want to do next ". It sound so true but i think i no need to knock the door to know the ans or the exact information coz i know the ans i will be getting.

2005-12-26T23:41:00.000+08:00

I suddenly find her very scary, real scary ...i also don't know why just got this feeling. I was really looking forward for her to come down on christmas eve and she did call me on my hp about it that night and i was so happy about it as there's a high percentage that she will come down but in the end she choose to go black haiz.....

2005-12-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

Dear Santas ,

It Christmas again, this year i had only one wish compare to other years. This year i seriously hope that she had dinner with me on Christmas night or rather another day of the year but i don't habour any hope on it but i really wish it will come true, just once and i will be delighted

Your truthfully,

Sze Wei

2005-12-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

i really fucking disappointed with ya ...... Do you know how i feel !!! I might look generous outside as if nothing happen but it really hurt inside. ARRGGGGG....i thinking of going club, get myself drunk, dance as if there no tomorrow to bury all my sorrow at least for a night

2005-11-26T20:24:00.000+08:00

You ~~will~~ WON'T be missed ........

2005-11-24T13:54:00.000+08:00

i think i have to give up on her. Seriously, i really really can't bear to give up on her but what to do she don know my intention, she don't appreciate the thing i do for her all she can say is "haha....thank you " that all haiz.... *sob* people told me she making use of me but i refuse to believe them cause i know she not that kind of person , too bad she won't be able to know my blog or else she will know how i feel. think all these things i shall bury into my heart.

2005-11-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

People keep asking me who this person in my previous entry, aiya it was a friend of mine from my ex-course aiya...don give a fuck to him la since he graduate liao

Yea...jue is meeting me out she was asking me when i free...but i told her to set a date as she will be busy also by going out with her groupssssss....of friend but i don't habour any hope about it, think she will forget

2005-11-16T15:56:00.000+08:00

"Stop Bullshitting with me " so all the shit you had told me for the whole three years is all bullshiting la. From what i see and what you say, you are fucking bullshitting to me and totally opposite. I had enough of your bullshitting with me unless you show some action or else shut your fucking ass off !!!! i am disappointed in you !!!!!

2005-11-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

oh..shit i kinda stuck between alvinna and jue haha i didn't know that they are rivals alvinna ask me to help her sell tix it seem attractive to me as the clubs was so call kinda high class but of course i will stand on jue side rite if u all have read my previous entries
haiz..fuck care la ...

2005-11-04T02:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after class meet up with some of my classmates to meet mentor to get our coursework schedule. Some of us was discussing about entering U with my mentor and talking about GPA . Actually i don even know what is GPA and how to calculate it so ask shank what is all about and how to calculate. Went home to calculate as i was so curious about it. After calculating sms shank to ask if i could get into U based of my current overall GPA and he say can enter either SMU or foreign U, was kinda surprise about it haha... finally i thought i could fulfill my ambition to become a lawyer and open my own law firm but on second thought i think i couldn't fulfill my ambition because i can't even to afford the school fee. Honestly, i really wanted to enter U and fulfill my ambition but what to do since i couldn't afford it.

Haiz.. i think i have to forgo my ambition liao

2005-10-15T02:33:00.000+08:00

haiz...after thinking much and sorting out my life is still in a mess arrrgggg... fuck !!! shall MIA longer to really sort out and think about it !!!!

2005-09-26T16:33:00.000+08:00

i need to get things sort out ........will be MIA

2005-09-23T02:09:00.000+08:00

Guess what later the party only me and wan go haiz...
Actually i not looking forward to the party ..
Haiz.....

2005-09-22T19:05:00.000+08:00

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2005-09-20T02:22:00.000+08:00

i am feeling damn fucked up .. at first i nt gg for the party this fri but she insisted me to go but when i had second thoughts on going she seem very disappointed in me and keep asking me what the problem haiz...but i don dare to tell her the problems. The problem is ah the purpose of me going to this party is becoz of her i mean we two can sit down chit chatting all but then she bringing at least of her 10 frenz and she will be with the organiser. wah damn sian ji pua after i heard it which mean i can't get close to her la and that the problem which i don dare to tell her u see.....if i nv go mean she will be disappointed but if i go scully like newsroom like that she just throw us there which i think most likely
Haiz.......it going be a sian party for me i guess
We shall see on that day

2005-09-10T01:33:00.000+08:00

I promise to all my friends, to God no matter how i flirt around , how i sweet talk to girls or what , Jue will be the one and only person to occupy my heart. If Jue had someone in mind, i am willing to back off. If you like a person and you wana her to be happy, you should let her do whatever thing she want.But she will be always in my mind.

Omg I miss her terribly haha....

2005-09-04T20:06:00.000+08:00

After months of MIA , I am back with a mixed feeling . i don't know how should I descibe myself or what. i think the word that use to describe myself should be stupid idot or what. Ok let's start this whole story which happen months ago.

Me and wan were having attachment and we were slacking so we went to friendster to find some babes and exchanging babes picture and contact . Then i found this girl her picture was she and a friend together so i though she the one on the right so i got her contact her msn. But in the end i found out that she the one on the left . i was thinking "Oh Shit !!!!" so i though never mind la just continue chatting with her on msn lor since there's no harm about it. btw her name is jue. Soon we click and chat alot , soon she invited me to her cj party (btw she study in cj) so i agree to go la and she promise to dance with me and drink with me. But i don expect much from her la because she is one of the co-organiser so she wouldn't have time for me so it's okie to me i don mind. So that day i went to her party with wan and my classmates. And also that the very first time i met her. I had already pre-order a bottle of chivas in advance so we could get table but she got the wrong bottle instead of chivas she got me jim beam and it cost 18 bucks cheaper so i don mind and i also never get the change. My classmates were enjoying themselve i just down there had a drink , i feel kinda outcast. But it doesn't matter to me since my classmates they all enjoy. Then Jue was dancing with a group of guys and was like surrounded by 7-8 guys. I see already i feel kinda fuck up with thousand knives piercing through my heart. I had never had this feeling before I ask my frenz why i feel like this he say i had fallen for her which i feel i had fallen for her too. So we continue to chat every night until yesterday i kinda scold her (i shall not elaborate why ) . After a while i knew it was my fault so i sms her but she never reply so yesterday night i call her .
me : "i'm sorry about juz now"
she(with noisy background): "nono i am not angry with you, i am busy now call you back later "
me : "Since you are busy i shalln't disturb you "
she : "bye"

what does this mean is she still angry or piss off with me ????? Just now she was online i did apologise to her again coz i feel kinda guilty but she say "forget about it manx it's alrite" so we chat some other thing like ask her wana go to momo on 22 sept but she say her friend had bash the next day at indocine. then she went offline. Tough we had conversation but i feel the chemistry had lost. What should i do ??? maybe i should leave her alone. i try to forget her and i just couldn't do it
i say to her before i would bring her to dinner in east coast by the sea but i guess it's gone now
i even trying to save up money to go equinox which is on the 72rd storey of swissotel the stamford and it's now gone

*all gone !!!*

* sob*

2005-06-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

THIS BLOG IS OFFICIALLY CLOSED !!!!! I RATHER KEEP THINGS TO MYSELF, CRY INSIDE MY BLANKET THAN LETTING OTHER PEOPLE KNOW AND ALSO NO POINT WRITING BLOG WHEN NOONE READS !!!!

2005-05-13T11:01:00.000+08:00

I am completely drained ........ this week gonna is a fuck up week for me first i kana food poisoning after eating the steamboat last sat and because of that i was on MC on monday and tuesday. Wed when i went back to work i found out the program i do was completely screw up and i don't know what has happen lor plus somemore because i was on MC on monday and tuesday so i had to do the stuffs which was suppose to be done on monday and tuesday so i was freaking busy until i had no time for lunch , had to work OT. Yesterday was the same old thing doing stuff which was suppose to do on monday and tuesday ,trying damn hard to fix my program and doing the rest of my program as the deadline was just next Monday, working OT till 10 plus , back home ard 11 and went to sleep straight away without taking my dinner as i was damn freaking tired .
Haiz ... i think today the same old thing again working OT, fixing my program and now this is the only time i am free as i had to wait for my boss for some help with my program.
I was feeling damn guilty at not helping out or doing anything in the sport camp and cca fiesta for my club while my friends out there was busy preparing the stuff and helping out haiz.....i think the only day i am free doing my club's stuffs will be on saturday and probably sunday haiz.....i think the TM had chosen me as the wrong person to become council ????? or do i make the correct decision ????

2005-05-06T08:42:00.000+08:00

I been thinking whether i should continue my councilship or nt. After CTC i feel that i am fucking weak during 5Bx can get knock out unlike other people they endure all the way but me ????????.............................. JS camp can do it but not for CTC when JS 5bx should be more tougher than CTC .what wrong with you .....You can survive JS but you cannot survive CTC what the fuck !!!!!

I think I am a fucking useless loser !!!!

2005-04-25T10:20:00.000+08:00

Teamwork

This word i do not know i should love or hate . The reason for loving it because we can help one another, take care of one another and learn how to give way to one another as not everyone is the same in the way they do. The reason for me hating the word is because when everybody "looks" they care for one another but then it all fake and if all these are fake why bother call it teamwork rather than indivual work rite ? and also teamwork suppose to help one another but instead of helping one another you let that person to died rot down there and if you so call "shoot" that person he will say "You never ask me for help what " is like wtf rite.....and also if they got anything good they won't share with you instead they hide until you are not there then they will bring it out in order not to let you know , organise some event and not letting you know and this is call teamwork all bullshit !!!

I am saying these because i not happy with certain people !!!!

2005-03-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hey i'm back after 2 months of MIA haha...forgotten what i have done for the past 2 months but i believe should be assignment, assignment and assignment and training , training and training last weekend had a JS camp at palau ubin, was pretty xiong but i am happy that 6 of us (me,Aishah,Auf Khairi ,Chen Wah and Zane) survive and thanks for helping me when i kana gastric on the last day of the camp really a big thank you for u all and Sorry for not doing some of the exercise with you all . I'm glad that our bonding had become stronger and stronger in that 3 days camp , we even though of quitting in the JS camp but in the end we still hang it there ....Woah !!!!!!! haha.....

these few days alot of my friends was kind in a fucking mood include my buddy ..Sorry if i say anything or some sort "force" you all ...Really Sorry .....Hope u all will be okie ....

2005-01-18T14:57:00.000+08:00

Wooohooo...i being missing for one month haha.. anyone miss me ?????
Forget what i have done for the past one month all i know is for the past week every single day pioneering for the open house and everyday reach home kinda late aroound 11+ but yesterday break the record i reach home 2am haha....pon morning lecture because kinda of tired and now i in ECAD lesson guess what i am alone now all my class people was missing .. maybe they are busy about the open house stall haiz...don care about them la..almost all of my classmates was involve in the stall thing except me and a few of them.Wanted to help but guess they had enough help so ......... open house will be tomorrow most probably will be station at the admin field because i heard that all tasic people need to be there to do the maintence for the structure and some other stuffs . 2 Huge Structure was up was kinda happy but was kinda of heartache if people step on the structure haha....Hoping people will enjoy playing our structure haha... later must chiong to finish the rest of the structure like the booth and after that end of the day haha...

2004-12-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

LETTER TO SANTA

To my dearest Santa :

My Name is Sze Wei . I'm a 20 year old boy who live at central of Singapore. i'm currently schooling at a tertiary school(School of Information and Technology) in the West. This year, i've been good to my parents ,don't smoke ,don't drink (but sometimes abit la ),i didn't have pre-martial sex before. I been very good this year, doing my homework everyday ,club lesser now,everyday go home after school,doesn't loitering much in orchard now ,doesn't go home late frequently.
Santa i would love to have a personal digital assistant(PDA) with bluetooth and WI-FI. Any Brand will do . That all for my christmas present.Hopefully you will fulfill my wish , i will be waiting for your present in my sock .
Oh ya..forget to tell you the distance between North Pole and Singapore is really far make sure you feed your Reindeer well especially Rudolph i would love to see his nose shinning brightly .Another thing Singapore weather and north pole weather is totally different, Singapore is a really damn hot country ,forget about wearing your Santa full costume just singlet , shorts and slippers will do .You will get heat stroke if you wear your full Santa costume. One more thing since i living at HDB Flat i don't have any chimmey so you can into place my present into my sock which will be placed at my door step .
Alrite Santa i think i will end my letter here .Hope you have a memorable Christmas this years . Take Care !!! Bye.......

Yours Sincerely ;

Sze Wei
19/12/2004

2004-12-04T23:49:00.000+08:00

Haiz..monday school open le arrggg.....
Looking back at the holidays basically i had no holiday lor everyday go back to school either for sub com stuff or tasic can say i got less than 10 days of holiday lor..haiz....so for the past week rested at home and went to work too...sorry guys for missing out the sentosa trip due to work.

Yesteray had my pt only me aizhi chee lup and zen came only then also got 2 ex-council come down and join us was quite siong yesterday i think becoz i got flu that why i feel is quite siong la but still can take it do alot of push up yesterday and clear 150 punishments at first the instructor say she want 150 punishment to be clear i was like 0_0 but in the end we also clear it so easily. Dawn words was right and sensable "you are capable of what you think" haha..yea..man we are capable and larger than we think manx..haha Tasic 16 and Me gonna chiong all the way manx !!!!

2004-11-30T20:55:00.000+08:00

Yea !!!! Ann nite over le haha..so happy haha ..tough to me yesterday night was not really a success but see the crowd so enthu so okie la....was piss off on sat with wilson and jiayi coz they 2 never do anything still dare to be so sarcastic ..i hate these type of people then buying prizes should belong to PC wan but they never contribute anything ..to me PC is quite a simple job lor plan the program buy the prizes and that all about it liao lor....yet they still don wana do their stuff..is like wtf...so yesterday during debrief we pour out all our unhappy thing out ..but was quite piss off with ad's debrief he aimming at people mistakes but not his ya la...i admit we were too playful la but as long as we had done our job it doesn't matter whether we playful or nt lor...and also about relying too much on others hey u also rely to others okie ..think before u make such comments...i make damn alot mistakes from the start of the preparing of ann nite to ytd actual annite .....
Haiz...since it's over le don wana talk too much about it liao le.....

haha....now kinda miss tasic le ...after so long never trainning le haha think i am crazy

2004-11-19T02:30:00.000+08:00

hey here i am after missing for another 2 weeks nothing particular happen except going school school and school ....monday had tasic PT and campcraft PT was good except this pok make me laugh all the way haha.....but quite okie la at least can relieve stress haha.... then come to campcraft atmosphere was bad....but i don care much la...they tekang tekang i don put it to heart wan ...after trainning went kap order a cup of lemon tea coz no appetitie to eat had lots of lame jokes ..haha reach home around 12++
Went school the next day around 2 do my sub com my stuff almost complete then help dan to finish his stuff too..soon night fall went out to buy dinner to those who had to stay and finish their job then also went to buy some materials and some tibites reach school round 10+ heard that they gonna sleep at clubhouse abit piss off is like haiz...don knw how to say la..haiz...just keep quiet lor take my laptop go down to the grandstand coz was abit piss off and also i need to go in internet check out some stuff ....then doze off while surfing net haha......
thinking of staying overnite today but then was damn tired then also not much thing to do le so went home la but b4 sharon ask me do the opening ceremony on computer then i was like wtf ....hey come on lor we are not going to had some big ,important event then somemore all these graphics i not up to standard lor...haiz...think tmr tell her the thing can't make it la.....seriously can't make it i try just now the theme logo and the club logo can't match the thing i think of and also all the stuff ....why can't a simple open ceremony like for example i suggest b4 press the button and all the lights in the room light up....isit it nice and simple ???? haiz......

Getting sick and tired doing ann nite things and also now it's my turn thinking of quitting tasic or not Reason is no motivation at all and the Reason for me continue tasic is to train myself up and learn skills ....haiz..i now really don knw what to do but still will continue go for tasic ...

2004-11-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

wah realise i been missing for nearly 1 month liao haha....and school going start soon haiz...these 1 month dan alot things to do ....
lets see what i do these 1 month :

* exam (which i thing i did quite badly hopefully all the module can pass)
*sub com thingy which take up most of my time and money
*tasic trainning
*slack at town ,esplanade

yesterday was doing my sub com wake up at around 10+ was suppose to meet dan at clementi to buy our stuff reach clementi at 11am then bought our stuff went back to school to do the backdrop was doing at this sport complex there spend nearly more than 4 hrs to complete half of the backdrop reach home around 7+ had dinner then meet hairuz at around 930pm to go clubbing first went to boat quay but then ah not happenning so went to MS wah even worse lor even sian ..so hairuz call his friend where they are and his friend was at boat quay so walk back to boat quay met his friend . i didn't realise my friend and his friend got link until i saw ken ...haha..and also saw Hanis got never go up to say hi to her.. so ask hairuz friend where they wana go but they can't decide at first intend to go home cause really damn sian ah and hairuz also think so ..so 2 of us take cab to chinablack the queue was not long so we went up ...wah really full house sia inside so bo bian dance and drink near the bar ...was damn Shiok manx !!!!!!!!!!! haha...then we went to the centre to dance and it was damn fucking cramp coz alot people the beside me was a bunch of girls ..and you know la......will will accidentially touch touch here and there wan haha....dancing until 4+ before take cab home

2004-10-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

okie i know they do make the effort to bond up the class and they had done a great job .. but that's another matter. ecid has pass ....and i don wana talk about it and also that's another matter .
You say i nv reflect myself okie i will ....but the fucking main problem is the conversation between you and my buddy .....my buddy not very please with it !!!! Why you have to backstab (or say some sensitive stuffs or whatever you call it) me at the start of the sem ?????? i did nothing wrong !!! even if i did anything wrong can't you talk to me personally instead of backstabbing(or say some sensitive stuffs or whatever you call it) me ???? i am sure you also hate people doing that to you right ....

You may think i am childish. i try to keep everythings contain and pretend nothing happen and i am forgetting eveything but it's you who wana bring those shits up ...looks who's childish here ????????? and also don bother to ask me anything or what cause seriously i don wana talk about it anymore ......GOOD LUCK !!!!

Thanks to all the people who had my back !!!!!

2004-10-12T02:49:00.000+08:00

Actually i don wana talk about it but since you started ok we will settle it

Alrite ...you say to me all the stuff juz now okie i say because of you the whole group get held back okie first u got the stuff late okie tough i was piss off but at least i though able to start doing and then that come the really fucking thing that anger me....the stuff u send to us cannot open at all i and my buddy had to check everything looking at the code relinking eveything and that make us spend one fucking whole day to fix it and if not for the fucking whole day i think we might have finish damn early not until the last min struggling to link up everything and also say what we heck care hey come on la if we heck care we don bother at all we don do at all . Ok i agree with you you never please me to join your group okie fine it me to join your group willingly ...i though it will be a good teamwork between us but no ....what you say thngs about me to my buddy ah when this group was form ???????? After i heard this conversation from my buddy i was fucking anger and i was on the verge of changing group if not for my buddy i would have leaving this group !!!! You might forget the conversation between you and my buddy but i will remember it (don bother to ask my buddy ) and that the point where i change my impression of you !!!! You wan you say me okie......don pull my buddy down !!!! and i hate people doing that !!!! I don't hate the class or the other group members but it YOU i hate !!!!!!!!!! ever since that conversation ..okie you say it a class outing not indiviual everybody is part of it okie i agree to you but did you call desmond along ???????? The answer is NO !!!! you all din even to ask him to come along if he say he's not free okie that a different case !!! and even if desmond come would you all be happy with it throughout the whole chalet ????????? and you still dare to say it a class outing not indiviual everybody is part of it ..and also majority of you all have agree to the dates of course i had nothing to say rite ??? If i say i not free that few days would you all change the dates ???????? i know got a few of them not satisfied with the dates and they din voice it out why cause majority have agree the dates and they don wana spoil the fun .......

i don care whether u piss off or nt i don wana talk about it i just keep quiet since it you who wana started all these shit ok let settle it !!!! don bother to message me just to say you are piss off with my writing or what ...because this is how i feel you also do the same things too.....

2004-10-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

hehe....just reach home ..today wake up around 1+ then had my lunch go online for a while then was about to sleep then suddenly haruiz call me say want to go out or not at around 3+ so i agree meet him at city hall around 4+ first went to long john had our early dinner was talkign cock until 5+ then walk to suntec to the computer exibition got a temporary tatoo from this singnet girl wah ..damn chio sia haha..then she told us can get free games so we went to the counter to get the free games so go get it baskety only 14 days trail -__- then went to marina square wah that side jialat sia everywhere renovation wanted to play bowling but then renovation haiz...so no choice went to orchard take MRT there reach orchard went to coffee bean had some coffee and talk cock for a few hours then went for a walk toward hard rock cafe wah saw lots of babe along the way reach hard rock cafe but don knw why don feel like going up haiz....instead went for pool session below hard rock cafe ..play for a few hours then went back home wanted to go 7-11 buy mashed potatoe but then don have basket .....then went home after that ....

2004-10-09T02:22:00.000+08:00

Woohooo.....i am back after 1 month missing haha... been freaking fucking busy this one month have been dealing with assignments and sub-committee thingy hiaz.......did i tell u all my test results shall not reveal the grade but was quite satisfied with it . The assignment was good except for ecid assignment was freaking piss off by somebody who held us back then somemore still dare to kp so much knn...........mad assignment was good me and my buddy wan was in one group we do damn fast total we only spend 3 days finish everything haha....not like ecid pui !!!! people asking us how to do mad but we bo chay say us action or what ......u see ah if we help them what we can get in the end they are not grateful to you instead they fuck you off so what the point of helping them am i right ?
Recently my class going to organise chalet which is around end of november but i sure not going wan first i got my cca anniversary night secondly they nv ask me whether i free or not on that days they ask other people but not me so for what i go when people nv ask u go or what go there been an extra ah ....next time whoever wana organise any of these events ask me personally wana go or not don ask someone to convey the message to me .

Oh ya ..been selected for tasic(the adventure seekers intensive course) 4 PTs has gone i attended 3 PTs the fourth PTs din go coz of muscle strain ...was quite fierce but able to take it just don like the atmosphere only ..many people wana quit tasic but to me the word "Quit " never came into my mind will endure to the end !!!!

Was kinda piss off with my post members jiayi and julian that julian ah gone case already la..what fork stuck on the road should be fork stuck in his asshole then also that jiayi damn sarcastic nv do anything still dare to kp alot..so now the post PO now left me doing all these stuffs haiz....lucky got some help from fellow committee members if not damn jialat ...

Sianz...exam is coming don feel like studying haiz...

2004-09-06T02:10:00.000+08:00

Woohoo.....i amback in this blog again was abit bad mood at the time i posted my previous entry ..

Quite busy these few days ....got alot of assignment ,meetings and alot
oh ya ..i got into TAS 28th Anniversary night sub com woohooo......was a bit shock when receive the letter cause during interview i like talking out of points ...
Had a meeting last wed ended up quite late around 10+ then went to clementi eat KFC with the sub com members eat,talking cock ...then went home with anuf by train reach home 12+

Fri was late for french class chiong cab down to school but end up many people were later than me waste my cab fare then after school went home sleep then went back to school again for TAS had physical games wah ...damn jialat sia 85 pushup, 200m splirt ,60 star jumps ....
After the CCA it time for food went to Al azmeer (did i spell correctly) waited for the food nearly 1 hours sia ....was talking cock with rachel,dawn,sisi and denise ..finally our food came and we were like cheering haha......wah the tom yum soup was power haha...went home with yiheng reach home 12 sharp

Sat was super tired for me miss the OOp assignment briefing then went out with yassin but went home shortly coz my hand was so pain due to fri so call physical games .....
Did some OOp assignment manage to finish the GUI parts thanks to wan .....

Sun
was staring at the OOp powerpoint and writeout coz i am stuck don knw what to put into the methods ....had declare the class liao and the method

My Target Finish OOP within 5 days

2004-08-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

Blog will shift to a Private place temporary ..but u may tag in this blog

2004-08-21T16:38:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i don understand what girls are thinking ...

One time she talk to you like long time friend got problems we talk then suddenly she stop talking to you why ? because she got nothing to talk to you ...heys...that really stupid right ..
haiz....

then got some who keep nagging her bf don pay much attention to her ,neglect her when the bf had already give her the best he had....

Some keep criticising guys say what guys ..not intiative all the bad things about guys but they still wana with the guys ........is like wtf right keep criticising in the end still end up hang around with them -____-

and alots...more but i don wana list down ....

don think that the guys are always at the fault .....

Depsite all these negatives there are some girls that really understanding .... a great listener , can talk cock together and alot more....

2004-08-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

10 days pass....realise i haven been blog these 10 days ...can't remember what i do during that 10 days but for the past few days ..was down with a sore throat and fever unable to watch fireworks yesterday at esplanade but manage to go out today just come back meet yassin in the evening at six went for a hair cut ....after close to 1 year haha...the hairstylist was shock to see my hair so long haha...the hairstylist was nice able to talk cock to her haha.....say i can't eat anything that is spicy deep fry but that bargal force me go eat KFC knn.....talk cock abit at kfc then went to istana park sit down there talk cock again and sing song haha..before heading home

2004-08-07T00:48:00.000+08:00

These few days nothing much happen except i was damn sian when i saw that bitch in school

i am tired just reach home from my cca adventure seekers ..damn tired manx

Start of the day had french oral and written test actually oral test i wanted to do alone wan the got one guy wana parther me so i agree lah but ah when go into the room when i ask him qns......and i not good on asking people qns .....so the guy and i like kana stuck there then the tutor ask us qns ...okie lah at least can answer then came the written test got confident can get full marks ...then went home sleep until 6+ then realise i was late for my cca so chiong down to school lucky they haven started yet .....then jog to bukit timah reserve park the route was damn long manx ...but able to take it reach bukit timahreserve park then play games there was pretty fun haha...after the games we take bus back to school was talking cock to others during the trip haha...reach school take my bag to toilet change my shirt and shorts then waited at snack bar for them to go eat dinner at kap they all damn long sia finally they come down then one of them had pickup so we all go up his pickup and he fetch us to kap then had my dinner there then Ajax was say alot jokes damn funny sia ...haha...then talk cock with them..since kap going to close me ,juilian and th other guy don knw call what name went home together since we stay around toa payoh ..

i never realise rachel is in adventure seekers haha..

Wanted to sign up for the kota tinggi trip but then if i sign up will be at waiting list which is damn sian surely can't go wan lah
btw i sign up for TAS sub com and intensive training .....but ah got interview damn sian leh i hate interview !!!!!!! hope i can successfully go in ....

2004-08-03T01:06:00.000+08:00

Have a Heart Please Donate

After reading huiwen's blog then saw this link about helping out the poor kids and people in africa and some other part of poor countries

Here is the link:

http://www.worldvision.org/worldvision/comms2.nsf/stable/eNews_slide1_072804?Open&campaign=1164086&cmp=EMC-1164086

Been to Cambodia and saw the kids there they are really poor things and the people there only eat 1 meal a day and it just porridge with alots of water ....seen they all already so poor thing
no need to say the people in africa ...the kids, the people fighting for survival everyday ....and their situation is much much worse than cambodia they don't even have proper food and water ,and they had to face different type of fatal diseases and wars ...their lives is like tangling on a string .....

Yet in Singapore many of us still complainning this and that i really hope one finally day ...Singaporeans will be thrown to countries like Uganda to suffer and experience their hardships .

I really really pity them i hope one day i could fly to their countries and help them, as much as possible

Hey Huiwen The donation Count me in

2004-08-02T01:11:00.000+08:00

hmmm.........these few days fucking bad mood...........
i know some people don't like my appearance and behaviour or even buay song me

if u all buay song me no matter what my appearance or behaviour or what ever can settle to me face to face alright .....not talking bad thingys about me behind my back...CROWDS !!!!!!!

Fuck it ...No Mood to Blog !!!!!!

2004-07-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

walau ah ...damn fucking shag today ......

Morning had my french class ...okie lah today lesson but next week got oral and written test my weak point in french is that i don't know how to spell the words haha.....

Was about to go home then saw sangar and jason at the square sangar was about to go jason house jason ask me wana follow or not since nothing to do so go lor ....... saw surprise at bus stop haha..she seem so happy haha.....took bus 154 to jason's house reach his house after 40 mins they were doing their IS assignment while i take a nap at jason's bed ......went to novena square with jason to collect his goodies bag while sangar went to school reach novena square tower A we though the goodies is a small bag with all the goodies inside but was shock to see the bag was actually a travel bag with goodies inside haha....went home after that while jason went to Yio chu kang ..reach home reach abit newpaper that went out eat ..after that went home sleep again wake up at 7 +

Miss the adventure seeker activity today due to tiredness haiz........but next week confirm will go one haha..

Was planning to celebrate sangar's birthday tuesday after school but.......sure the plan will spoil ..
if the plan go smooth as usual okie lah..that good but don't think it will go smoothly ......
haiz...expected

2004-07-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

You Are Ed Wood From "Ed Wood."

You definitely have your name in history, although probably not for the reason you believe. Yet you are very accepting, non-judgemental, and optimistic almost to a fault. You also have a thing for angora sweaters. How could anyone not like you?

Take The Johnny Depp Quiz!

2004-07-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

Adventure Seekers Rox Manx !!!!!!!

bye bye going for supper loh.....

2004-07-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

coolx manx adventure seekers was divided into 3 groups i was in group 2 my grouup members was very friendly we play some games got four station first one 3 group play caterpillar my group reach the finishing point 2nd then we proceed to the sport complex for our first station must play the ping pong ball from one plate of flour to another ..haha..before proceed to next station got one plate of flour aand smash to one of the GL haha....until now she don know who do it lor the second is like play hopscope but must tie my one leg to another guy before jumping i and my new friend was the first to go haha....get through.....the third station everybody bite one straw then pass the rubber bad using the straw if the rubber band throw the straw must cut ..the my straw is so short that i almost the one guy in my grp ..haha...the fourth one is only like skipping like that ......

after we finish our games went to kap with seng kee and his girls ..sit down there talk cock then the GLs and some of them came later .....then they make us sit together haha...then we talking cock all the way before i and seng kee and his giirls go home.

2004-07-22T00:37:00.000+08:00

Damn it lah ...i can't go cambodia liao cause i no money !!!! and my parents don wana financial support me ..ARRGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...............................DAMN!!!:(

got joseph call during nf lesson he ask me to attend the meeting on sat 12pm then i was so overjoy but now ARRGGGGGGG.................DAMN !!!!!!!!
if it cost around $400+ to $500 ok lah still can afford but it not $400+ to $500 now is $1200 !!!!!!!!! fuck !!!!!

btw officially join TAS ..liao got the form liao sld be submitting tmr

2004-07-21T01:01:00.000+08:00

think probably later will be joinning adventure seekers ........

Went to look at their website seem like no difference leh between adventure seeker and outward bound both also climb mountain what ..haha.....can any club also don bother me as long as i can climb mountain can liao

2004-07-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

Damn i miss cambodia ....everything that relate there my friends ,the kids,the house we sleep in ,the orphange ,the people,the fun we had and everythings .......
Miss the slow pace ,peaceul life there .....

Wish i can stay there ........no assignment ,no backstabbers and no to all negative thingy

Hope can go there end of the year

2004-07-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

was watching this show on friday night ......was impress by the women of that province although i don't know is there such thing exist or nt ......

There was a province in china guaxi ..the people in that province are expert in curse they would put curse in any object and if people don't know about this touch any thing in the province they will died of so call internal bleeding la....when the womens in that province love one guy she will put curse on that guy call heart curse so to make him to love her wholehearted and if that guy change his heart and love another woman or touch another woman he will bleed to death and that woman who put the cure on her lover will commit sucide to prove her love to that guy...
The women in that province very devoted to their lovers either they want to love that guy wholeheartedly or don't love and also she hope their lovers will do the same...

i really salute the women in that province

2004-07-18T00:48:00.000+08:00

yesterday morning had to go interview wake up at 7.30am then take bus reach school around 8.30 meet sangar to get my appointment paper then sangar off to interview and i wait for him 10 mins later he come out and he had to go for some computer thingy training so i went to library to watch tv since it still early to my interview time ...then had a terrible stomachache went to toilet when i come out i was late for the interview so rush to the place....shortly my turn to go in ....get scolded by the interviewer "You know what time already ???? You should know o become an ambassador the first thing is to be puntucal " so what can i say juz say a sorry to her lor....then she started to ask me question okie lah i feel that i respond well but ah from the way the interviewer look at me i think she was unimpress haiz....don't think will make it to second interview le but never mind lah i just take it for fun lor.......i think from the start she already unimpress of me because i was late .....went home straight after interview ,play games before taking a nap then off to lunch ..but back to my bed again shortly sleep until 7+ wake up had my dinner then watch tv .....

2004-07-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

Your Icecream Flavour is...
French Vanilla!

You're a smooth and silky suave type! You exude class and you believe in tradition. A classical taste who doesn't like things to be too flashy or showy. Climb the Eiffel tower of taste with a spoonfull of you! Oui Oui!

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Find out at Go'>http://www.go-quiz.com/">Go Quiz

2004-07-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

my song of the week

If You're Gone
by Matchbox 20

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think i'm weak, I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
Now I'm relaxed, I can't be sure

I think you're so mean
I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
I think I'm scared
I think too much
I know it's wrong, it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home

2004-07-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

Today lesson was not bad at all ...class start at 8am with Mad as usual get fuck by the tutor for being lazy don wana label the control properly and change the integer to string ....
NF just do the tutorial sheet manage to complete in around 20mins got answer mah in lecture notes submit the tutorial sheet to the tutor
went for lunch in canteen 3 then went to a empty class before going to Oop class
Oop was not bad also able to understand the coding tough got some errors which i haven solve yet but the whole program the concept is there lah...so the errors i encounter should be minor one la..
DB the first time i able to do most of the question and with the help of the book and also the difficult part from sangar also lah .....
DB not really difficult leh except the tutor abit bored lah.......
Manage to finish all 14 qns ...except for the cast thingy which round up to 2 decimal place which i don knw how to do and i don intend to do it haha...
Walk with aisha to the bus stop then saw angela waiting for bus but din go up to talk to her also had some misunderstanding between us ...

Went home straight take a nap then around 8+ meet shirley and gang for dinner at novena square was quite fun lah eat,talk cock and laugh haha...

2004-07-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday had my lesson from 9-2 then after that the class went for sushi in town and i never join them cause don feel like going say me anti social or what ...maybe now don feel like going out as a whole class if it just a small group i will go don ask me why cause i don knw why ...meet seng kee at cineleisure and some of them for bowling well tough my bowling like fuck like that but i improve from last time double digits to now triple digits long time never play bowling le..then the rest of them went back me and sengkee went to selegie play pool until don knw what time la..before i went home

Today ...
Had my class at three...then sangar pull me in to join ambassordor then he call that girl so that girl ask me join the meeting today ....went there they divide us into three groups then play some games then they marks us ...but ah i feel it damn fucking unfair....is like ah one the games we play can say all related about talking but it fucking unfair okie example they give us one scenerio then give us 9 names then ask us to save 4 person and why must save them then ah i wanted to talk and present my answer but ah the rest of them keep talking talking like wanted to impress the leader knn....then one of the leader ask me to talk okie ...thought my opportunity has come ok i present my answer but some asshole again interfere me knn.....so i keep quiet again lor knnn.........i rather have a one to one chit chat with the leader than the whole group knn......at least other people won't disturb when i talk
...sat had another interview which is one to one chatting i sure won't make it wan lah

2004-07-11T01:40:00.000+08:00

Virgo August 23 - September 22
Don't sign on the dotted line until you've done your homework properly. Call up your meticulous nature and pay a great deal of attention to detail, especially now. Beware of impulsive urges and emotional swings, particularly when they concern those whom you love the most. Tomorrow you'll be feeling far more grounded. In the meantime, why not treat yourself to a little alone time? You'd be far better off to stay at home and hibernate. Even if this means canceling a social engagement, you will be relieved that you did.

2004-07-10T16:13:00.000+08:00

*cough* long time never blog le...damn it my sore throat come back again !!!!! okie....for the past few days what have i done ....hmmm......forgotten liao haha...except i know i was fucking busy .
yesterday as usual french class was damn bored for me all the things i learn before le...then after the class went to eat at canteen 1 then go to bt timah plaza pia pool ...ict party was going on yesterday but i never go ...even desmond also got go
don't ask me why ...just don feel like going . i heard some of them say damn boring ...okie expected ...
Meet yassin at raffles place at 7 went to lau pat sat eat before going to boat quay to have a drink ...saw this big boat in the middle of the river then got alot people on the boat got karaoke set and alot more..think some sort of function was going on there maybe in future if i get married i will hold my wedding on the boat also haha.....went to suntec for some shopping before going home....

2004-07-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

walan eh my vb.net got problem cannot launch the program ..then lag like hell manx ask that tutor then he ah keep saying things that is not relavent knn.........ask shank what happen he say the program cannot connect to the emulator ..wah like that died liao lor
jialat sia..SOS !!!!!! now can take a step at one time -__-

2004-07-05T01:30:00.000+08:00

Damn my throat getting worse and worse arrrrggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2004-07-03T17:32:00.000+08:00

1 week of schooling week had pass realise something the class still haven change tough went out with owen chris seng kee a few times ...our class has broken up into smaller groups liao le aiya....aw i don give a damn about it they look okie from outside talk to u but deep inside some other thing .......had a small with someone in the morning ....seem like we two are in the same boat haiz........i am bored wanted to go out today since today is weekend but suay suay damn sick today arrggg......cannot go out play today . Just went to toilet to shit omg....found some blood stain on it ...*cross finger*

friday had my first french lesson wake up on 7 reach class at 8 realise all the faces all unfamiliar to me .....since the first lesson i study before liao mightself sleep in class haha........then had a dream i dream of this girl and me go dating her face looks beautiful and she looks unfamiliar to me ...was enjoying my dream then the talking of the people wake me up and spoil my dream since i am awake so listen to what the tutor say lor...walau eh realise that time the thing i study in 4th week is taught on the first lesson walau eh ...no need to so rush right ..then some of them piss me off don knw anything don act smart alex lah keep answering the tutor qns and they got it all wrong no need to bootlick the tutor rite .....don knw the qns just shut your ass up and listen lah .....then toward to the end of the lesson the tutor ask us qns one by one and the tutor was impress of me cause when the tutor ask the rest of the class they like muttering ....then don know when the tutor was talking about and they were like mental block don knw what the qns is about ..then when the tutor came to me and ask me qns i answer it sponteously and smooth ...haha.....aimming for a AD for french

2004-06-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

Damn !!!! i running a fever now from yesterday until now then whole night never sleep was feeling damn terrible don't feel like going to school but in the end went to school before that popping two pandols feel much more better then went to school was kana stuck in traffic jam reach school 8.15am reach class tutor was nowwhere then he went into class round 8.20 ask us to install VB.net but that was abit stupid lor when we got all the things what for install again rite so do the pratical my window property was lost when i open a new application ask teacher for help how to relieve it then talk damn alot say what this type of thing already learn in last sem evp liao hey ....last sem i forget everything liao lor the my laptop full of his saliva sia knn..after mad lesson went to canteen one eat then after that play soccer ....play for around 1hr 30mins go to class for Oop din listen to the tutor also i only do qns 1a,b and qns 2a that all then got lots to do ...then went for DB jialat sia don't understand a fucking single thingy only had some picture on foreign key but how the rest of the key don understand a single thingy then the fever come back again and i was feeling tired went home straight after school get a nap ...before waking up eat dinner watch TV

2004-06-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

Which Sin Are You?
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2004-06-28T00:54:00.001+08:00

oh manx.....gonna be back to school in 8 hrs time

2004-06-28T00:54:00.000+08:00

oh manx.....school gonna open in 8 hrs time

2004-06-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday was probably the shioking day manx......meet yassin adil azhar shirazee chiang wei and some other girls in town at 2pm had our lunch at this border burger king. Talking cock in burger king until around 5+ ah walau eh so many things to talk cock went to far east because some of the girls wana go there shopping so go there shopping lor walk to lucky plaza find the price of mp3 player before going to hereen listen to some music .. then went to cine for some shopping at world of sport then went to PS thinking of watching some movie but no nice movie lah so chill at starbuck there lah before walking to suntec basket yasin keep disturbing the girls reach suntec go shopping for a while then went to carrefour to buy some food and drinks then went to third floor sky garden sit there relax talk cock again until 11 plus ah then walk to newton circle ahd supper there again talking cock until 2am then some of them take cab home since chiang wei and my house so near there so we walk home lah reach already 3am liao ...

today wake up at 7am meet yassin at tanah merah ferry terminal in less than 6 hours taking ferry to palau ubin the ride is bout half and hour reach pulau ubin then went to went bicycle shop rent bicycle $3 sia cheap sia cycle round the island then when lunch time sit beside the beach had my bread plus tuna as my lunch which i have brought cause it not easy to find a coffeeshop in that island there are only 5 coffee shop on the island so it not easy to find a coffeeshop somemore we at this ulu ulu place after eating take a nab enjoy the breeze then cycle to other part of the island ...nothing much over there lah so cycle back to that shop collect our ic then go to the terminal wait for the ferry to mainland then had dinner at at this coffeeshop before heading home

2004-06-27T02:43:00.000+08:00

i don give a damn whether u see this entry or not
ya i admit it was my fault at first i though u not angry but i don know u are indeed angry okie...i call you that particular night just wana apologise to u but u don wana pick up phone okie...nvm i guess u need time to cool okie i give u time the next day when i saw u u were in a pulling a long face okie i don wana disturb u okie i give time. some of our friend ask what happen to both of us and some suggest i am a guy should make the first move okie i do make the first move by saying "hi" "how are u" "how ur project going on" but u don appreciate it one of my friend ask u what happen then u say to him say what ask me to start talking to you coz u very action and sturborn wan hey so what u r sturborn that type i also sTurborn okie....y don u starting talking to me instead and y sld i start talking to you first when you don appreciate my first move i have done all the things that i can do but u don appreciate it ...

YOU ARE TESTING MY PATIENCE AND I HAVE REACH MY LIMIT OKIE....NOW YOU CAN HAVE ALL THE TIME YOU WANT I DON BOTHER YOU I DON GIVE A FUCKING DAMN ON WHAT YOU DO OR WHATEVER SHIT !!!AND NOW A BIG FUCKING FULL STOP TO IT!!!

some of the friend when they are in trouble they will boot licking you but after u help them with their problems they fuck you off

some of them are really nice and truly to be a friend of where he/she will listen to your problems ,go out with you,chiong with you,joke with you,talk cock with you or do whatever shit with you one for all all for one that the kind of friend i wana have

some of them tough din talk much when face to face but able to talk when online or what but they are willing to listen to your problem and find a solution to it

some of them ya okie i can say they keep promises which they have make to you but some promise is not one day can fulfill one you need days,time to do it like quit smoking,quit drinking if they like cut down the number of ciggerate in a day and cutting down mugs of beer i can say he is trying to fulfill his/her promise and he/she indeed keep promises

some of them like to backstab people.....fucking bastards !!!!

some of them ah ask them go out okie they go out with then u ask them "wana go movie" "wana play pool" "wana go shopping" and their answer is a big fat "NO" these type of friend/people can at stay home and rot

some of them for example they ask u to teach them something okie..u teach them but they don wana listen hearing song ,laughing ,joking then in the end they say you never teach them
what the fuck !!!!!

and some of them betray you ....

these are the things i have realise from the people who know me ...
i don't care if they fed up after seeing my entry
And this is my blog my so call dairy i can do anything i like voice all my anger here or do what ever shit i like !!!!!

2004-06-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

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2004-06-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

DAMN HAD GASRIC PAIN AND TERRIBLE HEADACHE !!!!!-___-

2004-06-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

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2004-06-23T02:29:00.000+08:00

Today went to work had to work up early around 7.30 squeeze in to mrt and get down at city hall walk to suntec like other working peoples reach office around 8.30 since still early and not many people come yet so went down bought a cup of coffee at starbuck then quickly go up office then suay suay saw my boss in the lift chat for a while ....work and work and work until lunch finally can relax go down to marina square to had my lunch with oscar since he work there after lunch walk round marina square hey saw this cute little lava lamp cost around 60 bucks shall save up money to buy that lamp went back to office started doing work but then was instructed by my boss to go cecil street one law firm to get some documents so chiong down to cecil street get document wah ....got this tall ,well tanned ,bright eyes,sexy lips,long hair in othetr words even words cannot describe ah ..haha....hope she can be my gf tough she older than me .To me i don't care bout age barrier :P after taking the documents take a walk to Raffles place relax there since boss never say whether these document urgent or not so relax for a while lah reach office 4+ liao so continue do my work until 8.30 before leaving office meet up with oscar again to have dinner at lau pat sat had chicken rice and satay for my dinner reach home already 10 plus liao ...

that basket yassin ah keep asking me to find gf coz he say i am that type of person who like to go out play so if found a gf wherever i go she can follow me knn....u think what find gf easy meh
if i got gf ah cannot go anywhere as i like ,cannot do this cannot do that -__-
tough i have alot crushes lah but none of them work hahaha...don't know why hahaha....

2004-06-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

Today finally can have a rest at home since coming back from Aussie walau eh .......everyday go out can died sia haha.....today was looking at some stuff in internet then came across this article about cambodia haiz...really miss that place so much with all my friends there hope can go there end of this year but first must raise money to go .....many people looking forward to school open but not me just as days came closer and closer i one day sian and more sian .......many people miss their clasmates but to me the truth is "NO" i don't miss them at all .....

2004-06-20T01:53:00.000+08:00

ya manx i am back 24 hours later ...yay....really miss that place manx *sobz* hope one day can go there again ...yesterday stupid yassin call me wake me up at 1pm ask me to meet him wake up, bath and rush to orchard mrt to meet him reach there 2pm but that bar girl still haven reach yet wait for him until 2.30pm then had my breakfast cum lunch and also cum dinner at burger king near border eat until damn full sia then walk to kinokuniya buy something before going to hereen oh ya...before that go far east search for wrist band okie going to hereen walk to PS then saw Adil and his friend and also my new friend call Jelly don knw why her name so unique one at PS starbuck okie lah quite a friendly girl who talk alot also haha... then saw jiantai so ask him join also haha..then also saw Nazrul and girlfriend haha....then ask them join also then 6.45 reach le we went to orchard mrt meet chiang wei bean tian sze haha...so we agree to go one coffee house talk cock since so long never meet liao then ah when we reach orchard mrt meet my secondary physic teacher don know what name lah but i remember i call him twenty bird haha......then before deciding go where saw stephanie ,wanting and one other friend don knw what her name lah so ask them join in haha...then we went to border that starbuckm talk cock 13 of us sitting down there talk cock so happy sia haha...then after that stephanie ang gang meet friend the yassin adil jelly jiantai nazrul and his gf went home then left me chiang, bean, tian sze went to selegie play pool play the whole night before going to 1 pub for a drink i drink coke lah(as promise ppl liao) they drink beer wanting to watch soccer then tong outside but got something lah so no choice had to go home ....but nvm next sat we agree to go out together celebrate chiang birthday gonna havoc all night long manx haha.........

THE ALLIANCE IS BACK IN BUSINESS MANX !!!WELCOME OUR NEWEST MEMBER JELLY AND STEPHANIE'S FRIEND (DON'T KNOW WHAT NAME HAHA....)

2004-06-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

now is aussie time 1.10am haiz.....most probably be back in singapore either thursday or friday haiz.....y i sigh ???? cause i will miss everything here my friends,my teacher,my ex who is in hospital now amd bak to reality . now i in mrs campbell house which is at the outskirt her house was cool manx something like a farmhouse with two storey high ..4 bedrooms and a damn huge living room manx haha......and also there are chickens horses and cows sheep and lots of domestic animals coolx...manx wish i have a house like this . for the past 15 days i think so was enjoying myself and went clubbing at this CLUB F.L.I.R.T walau eh damn happening sia i guess even zouk combine with chinablack embassy and centro can't even win sia ...oh ya .....if go melbourne rite must go to centrepoint at this shop i think 3 storey ah the pancake look alike taste damn nice manx....and it damn cheap manx haha........ and also visit my ex in this bendigo hospital ...haiz....
there lots lots of thing to talk wait until next time then say

okie lah ...see ya about 4-5 d time when i reach singapore...........

2004-05-30T01:54:00.000+08:00

yay ...a few more hours and i am off to Aussie lo .....so excited can see my friends over there ...haha...today rather a busy day for me....packing my bag do some shopping in town. SO EXCITED !!!!! HAHA!!!! and also can relive myself over there and don wana see the FUCKERS !!! people who knw me especially my classmates should knw who i am referring too ya it the guys in my class ... yay !!!!!!! see ya folks around 2 weeks later !!!!! oh ya...a song that represent my trip

Walking Away - Craig David

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
(chorus X2)
I'm walking away

Sometimes some people get me wrong,
when it's something I've said or done
Sometimes you feel there is no fun,
that's why you turn and run
But now I truly realize,
some people don't want to compromise
Well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies and
Well I don't want to live my life,
too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights,
I'm sorry to say lady

CHORUS

Well I'm so tired baby
Things you say,
you're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room baby,
don't listen to the games they play
Girl I thought you'd realize,
I'm not like them other guys
Cuz I saw them with my own eyes,
you should have been more wise, and
I don't wanna live my life,
too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights,
I'm sorry to say lady

2004-05-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

wah long time never blog liao ...

okie...wed went out with joey aisha surprise and wan watch the day after tomorrow in cineleisure quite good ah the movie after that went to coffee bean at this John Little but no place so went to Delifrance at centrepoint i get this smoked salmon deluxe okie lah not bad lah surprise and aisha got this don knw what set lah joey went off early i suppose she go meet her "dear" really funny sia surprise and aisha eat they eat until the egg veggie all drop wah buay tahan sia see them eat haha......nearly got choke when laughing haha.....then sangar came join us talk for a while then thinking of going esplanade then they girs say far so went to this cafe at this istana park sit down drink talk cock share banana boat with wan then aisha and sangar went to one corner have a talk ..shall not elaborate what they talk about ......and surprise ah wah ....really blur sia...haha...went to PS after that stone down there a while before the girls and sangar went back i and wan went back to the coffee bean and talk cock until her "girl" call him before we leave ..
Thursday went to cmpb with yassin to do some stuff then take bus 124 to town ...pass by chij stc ..PSA then chinatown walan eh long sia get down opposite far east walk down to taka had a donut and a drink there then walk down to hereen ,cineleisure do some shopping before going to PS was suppose to meet chiang wei and gf 5.30 at city hall but kana stuck in the rain so had to wait until around 5.45 then walk off to city hall saw Lisa my sec 1 and 2 classmate she was so excited to see us haha......then she like a biit "siao" when she saw us haha...then she was shock to see me and she say i change alot my appearance now look like punk haha....then continue our journey to city hall yassin say what alot girls see me ....sure or not !!!!haha......okie lah saw a few of them looking at me lah haha...don knw becoz of my appearance or what ....haiz....don even bother about them lah ....reach city hall can't find them so went to HMV citylink call chiang wei he say at city hall mrt so i tell him to come city HMV but ah he ah walk to HMV orchard what the fuck ......meet them at suntec walk round carrefour then went to KFC had our dinner then walk to esplanade before going to boat quay was disturb by the waitress but lucky sia manage to escape haha....walk to mad monk saw alvin then drag us go in drink ..haha..after drinking a few mugs walk to merlion park relax abit talk cock abit before going home .....

ya 1 day to go to my aussie trip .......really excited to meet natapoom yusdy valrie kelly and alot more and not forget my ex ....

2004-05-26T14:15:00.000+08:00

http://www.teenopendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=B774962&entry=10029

those who interested what happen to me yesterday go read !!!!

FUCK UP CLASS !!!! though this class wil be much better than my former class FUCK UP !!!! NEVER CHANGE AT ALL !!!

2004-05-23T01:16:00.000+08:00

heys just come home from chijmes was watching soccer just now haha........at half time went to china jump happening sia juz went in to explore haha...one day must go there haha.......

before go to chijmes meet bean at this orchard mrt station walk around wisma atrium then went to see basketball match at this open space outside taka then walk around far east before going to cineleisure meet my soccer coach there talk to him around half an hour give him my hp number so to arrange soccer match ...then went to PS on my way hp ring tough is chiang wei call me then it was STEVEN that son of a bitch mother fucker who call me ....bastard spoil my mood son of a BITCH !!!! knn not happy fight lah ......cb ....hey last time sze wei and now sze wei is different okie....bastard ....
reach PS was surprise that chiang wei and yuqing go steady haha...

okie folks bye ......going out with my cousin jennifer liao bye c ya

2004-05-22T15:17:00.000+08:00

okie....yesterday morning 9am wake up go to tpy bus interchange get winxp cd from desmond went home reformat my computer got alot of error fixing the error the whole morning and afternoon finally finish formatting and reinstalling my windows ...eat dinner at home and was suppose to meet chiang wei at 6.15pm at town but i postpone it to 8.15pm cause i don wana rush here and there.

8.15pm
reach orchard mrt but had a bad stomachahe went to wisma atrium toilet shit saw fatiah sister but never say hi to her coz i was in terrible pain after shitting wen back to orchard mrt station meet chaing wei that bar gal 8.40 liao still never come but i was about to sms him he apppear in front of me .He was going to far east buy some present ..was walking round taka then after went to far east to find present ..he bought a zippo cost 30+ thinking of playing pool went to lucky plaza but no place so walk all the way to parklane and also on our way there went shopping at hereen and cineleisure ...
reach parklane play pool all night long play until the shop close which is around 2-3+ am went to have a drink then take cab home reach 4+ ....

was reading a prostitute blog title "my secret life as prostitute " was sad that she become of whores because of stress haiz....

2004-05-20T16:20:00.000+08:00

Arrrrr..................why my internet explorer cannot work reinstall also same problem go to every link sure will hang

2004-05-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

First i wana say sorry to those people who i promise i will quit drinking but i break ur promise yesterday very sorry........
yesterday went to chijmes around 6+ going to 7+ meet my long time never contact friends they say they treat beer and force me to drink if not they say i don't give face okie...i just drink a few glasses lor then went to boat quay with them and drink again reach boat quay around 9+ thinking of going Londons night to drink with them but too bad ah renovation so bo bian walk down the road walk pass this pub walau eh...the waitress there dress like nurses woah !!! sex appeal leh haha....then suay suay saw chao ming and gang at this bomb then was drag by them go in and drink walau eh drink damn alot manx i think total cost of beer around 200+ ba...then need to go pee so find toilet walk pass mad monk hey strange i thought mad monk is a les bar why so many guys ah ...strange receive a sms when i peeing bryan and gang ask me go monkey's pub just behind orchard tower wah ....why so many of my friends either go clubbing or pubbing ah so okie lor i agree to go ...so leave boat quay around 12 went to orchard walk pass shanghai sally near this UE square cjc party was going on there wanted to find my friend there but she unwell so can't go to the party okie ..finally reach monkey pub my first time there knn....so many ah gua then go find my friend walan eh then saw my friends at one corner....so many ah gua flirt with my friends and they seem to enjoy the "girls" touching them hello !!!!this is pub not nightclub okie....then i also suay suay lah kana touch by ah gua bastard !!!! "She" was flirting with me and "she" keep touching my touch my thigh i was so afraid "she" will touch my vital part but in the end never sibei heng ah oh...ya "her" name call Kelly -____- worse night ever had been MOLESTmy ah gua walan eh.......okie stay there quite a long time cause my friends enjoy their "touching" finally they wanting to go home so take cab go home with them reach home around 4.30-5 .

and i spend almost $200 that night -____-

2004-05-15T00:41:00.000+08:00

HOT !!!!!!!!!!!